another day in 2019

And with that I blocked him. His arms drenched around his lover. I couldn’t stand it. Did I even want him? Not really, but to know that I was just a spice in the dish & not the meat, was too much to handle. Being back in Berlin concentrated my feelings. They radiated through me.…

Am I Cool Yet?

I’m not cool. Never have been, never will be. I try my best, really. I’ve tried my whole life to be cool actually. I was definitely not cool at school. Quite the opposite. I was always doing things to try and make myself cooler. Buying things that maybe didn’t suit me, or using things that…